Friday, 21 October 2011

New Start~

I didn't realise how down I've been feeling lately due to my shitty relationship problems, now it's time to let it out. I don't care if no one reads this, I just need to vent.
Our relationship was awesome while it lasted. You drew me in, you kept me excited. I longed to talk to you every  hour and you were constantly on my mind. It was distracting to say the least. I completely loved the fact that you were a gamer and were trying hard to become a professional. I saw dedication - countless hours of laddering and whatnot, watching tournaments, doing whatever you could to improve. To this day, I still don't know what happened, but you just disappeared. You say you're still interested, but I don't believe that. You bailed out on me, in a cowardly manner too.
Of course, that cut me deep. For a while, I tried to keep quiet, to see if you would talk to me, message me..whatever. You never did. Little foolish things like watching a game of Starcraft, watching Day9 or certain songs would have my insides clench and hurt. I'm out of this one though, it's time to start new and fresh. As of now, I've already forgotten you, forgotten what we were involved in and learn from my mistakes.
Girls: Never get involved with a gamer ^___________________^( I'm actually kidding...but seriously, be careful :P)

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